And it really sucks hurts today that he had to go back home. I have been alone a lot. I never cared — I dealt with it and went about my business. And beyond countless replays of The Notebook, I have maintained a lot of hard edges. I had to cut the hug goodbye too short because I was about to become the biggest mess of female emotions that I think has ever overcome me. All I wanted to do was get in the passenger seat and drive far, far away.
And this feeling, although incredibly sad, is exactly how I remembered it. For all those horrible moments in the past — makes it all worth it.
He told me he loved me… yet intuitively, I know I’ll never see him again. Is that not just the epitome of sadness?
Guess you feel you’ll always be
The one and only one for me
And, if you think you could,
Well, chances are your chances are awfully good. – Johnny Mathis
