The holidays are approaching. Those questions will be asked.
The idea of heading to yet another table full of plus one dinner guests physically makes me sick to my insides. In the essential sense of dating and relationships, I have not cleared that level of the game (no matter how it has been hinted).
Single women know [...]
I am trying my best to not let October suck the life out of me. I have practically ignored everything that has been thrown at me (yet playing into all those insomnia episodes anyway).
But then yesterday happened. October 28. Almost to the end of the month…
And Esteban decided he no longer wanted to be “touched [...]
This category of post is never easy.
If you pay attention to local news, you may have heard the tragic story of the four Willoughby college students involved in a head-on collision near Athens County. One of those young men is my cousin, Rodney Hynd. His friend and driver was killed, as well as the driver [...]
I am not necessarily a vengeful person; however, this morning my ears and face are burning with intense rage because I learned that someone was talking shit about me. Which, let the Karma fall where it may, I obviously do that here, but what-the-fuck-ever.
I swear to Christ I will be your worst fucking nightmare.
That being [...]
I don’t like sitting at my dining room table. I have probably eaten there a total of five times since I moved in nearly three years ago.
I usually distract myself during feeding times either on the floor at the coffee table or in front of my computer. Or “bachelor style” standing at the [...]
For whatever reason when I’m upset, I start cleaning out my closets. I “went there” again today… before it was even 8 a.m. (couldn’t sleep).
While pulling out all the shoes from the floor of my coat closet, I found a piece of paper. I almost threw it out, but I turned it over. It [...]
I met with my Realtor last night to place my condo back on the market. Obviously, it’s NOT a good market to do that, but I never realized HOW bad. It’s worse than I imagined. I purchased it in 2006 — completely renovated with everything brand new (sans furnace). My market analysis reports that no [...]
Day four complete with no nicotine.
Update: my dick is still not bigger.
In a strange twist of conversation, my sister told me that when my ex-fiance and I broke up a few years ago that he sent all my sisters each their own heartfelt “break-up” letter. I cannot tell you what an impact he had on the types of guys that I would keep close to my [...]
An argument is over, but your feelings will still take time to heal. Be patient.
For the first time in about 8 years, I had a panic attack yesterday (I may have had two), with hyperventilating and all. Subsequently, I had my first headache in like 12 years. My head hurt so bad, I couldn’t sleep. I tried cold compresses, a warm eye mask… but the pain was so bad, [...]
Seriously, Moment of Truth. You’re killing me.
After an embarrassingly awkward pre-party conversation Saturday night about why My Man and I don’t live together, I felt as though maybe it was a topic we should start talking about. Yes, you may all call "crazy" on me, but the fact is, the upgrade to personal closet space already happened months ago and the [...]
I don’t oft complain about the life around me: I created it, I choose to make differences and I can essentially be the laziest mo-fo on the planet, if I so desire. I’ve come to recognize on many, many, nay, several
occasions, the amount of complaint-ism (is there a better word?) that occurs on the campus [...]
Text from Pittsburgh: In the last ten minutes Ive heard faithfully open arms and when the lights in the city song on different channels. If this was the lottery Id go with journey.
And this one from Toledo (emphasis on the double entendre): Group presentation. Great, I’ve never been more excited for an assignment. How [...]
Today was a good day. After (yet another stress-induced) insomniatic episode, I was out of bed after not utilizing its sleeping capabilities and at the gym at 5 a.m. Weather was balmy and added to the pre-workout happy effect of a great treadmill run with a sweet podcast rollin’ out on iPJHiser. I have an [...]
After having a mediocre meal at The Cabin in Willowick for my grandparent’s wedding anniversary (63 YEARS?), I met some of the inner circle out at the West End in Lakewood for an Early Night beer (okay, two). Since I was the first there, I cram my ass into one of the seats at the [...]
First 4th of July, now St. Patty’s Day.
Pisces Moon is emotional, but the feelings aren’t necessarily about personal relationships. Instead, there is a tendency to spiritualize our feelings, to activate our imaginations and to use fantasy as a navigational tool when we cannot rely on what we see. Additionally, the planet of love, is tensely opposing Chiron, the Wounded Healer. We can [...]
